If mountains and rivers were easily crossed, I’d go to you now and never get lost.
Chilling air and colder hearts.
Tell-tale signs of Winter’s start.
Finally now the world will sleep,
without the help of numbered sheep.
Extra blankets for the earth,
better than a fiery hearth.
The first is that of starry night,
and soon to come is one that’s white.
Fall :) 🍃🍂🍁🌿🌾 #fallishere #braids #flannels
College is a busy place,
Sometimes it feels like a race.
Hurdling here and sprinting there,
Take a breather if you dare.
Some move fast but some are slow,
Some don’t know which way to go.
But in the end we’ll throw that hat,
Or ask “Do you want fries with that?”
Happiness eludes me as pain floods in to take it’s place.
I take a sip and am instantly warmed with the knowledge that I will soon forget.
The moment doesn’t last long enough.
I want it to last forever.
But I dread the moment when my memory knocks.
What a bitch those memories are, coming over unannounced.
You aren’t wanted here.
Another sip will keep you at bay.
Distractions are a momentary thing but I’ll take what I can get.
Anything is better than the memories that dwell within.
My heart feels as though it is slowly being ripped apart.
But I let it happen.
Maybe I like it.
Because with each rip I seal away a memory that will never be repeated.
I think I like the slowness of it.
The slowness gives it time to burn.
Time to burn into my very soul.
I passed it off as unbreakable.
What a fool I am.
I know better.
What if I didn’t let it happen?
Then these memories would never exist.
So is it worth it?
Maybe the man who said “No pain, no gain” wasn’t talking about your body as a whole.
I think he meant something more.
A whisper in the chilling air,
Is one that never fails to scare.
The rustling of leaves behind,
Is something of a daunting kind.
When you think you are alone,
Your mind will hear an eerie groan.
Check your house and look throughout,
For terrors lurking all about.
To the employee at McDonalds who said he’d pay for my coffee and oatmeal when I forgot my card, you’re awesome! #faithinhumanityrestored #mcdonaldsdoescare #runninglateprobs
Sometimes I will write my musings.
But often times they are confusing.
Sometimes I will dance and sing.
But often times the words will sting.
Sometimes I will take a walk.
But often times I sit and sulk.
Sometimes I will laugh at life.
But often times I cry with strife.
Sometimes I will ponder my past.
But often times my memories don’t last.
Sometimes I will meet someone.
But often times they take then run.
Sometimes I will give my heart.
But every time it’s ripped apart.